Stillborn Still Loved
Somedays my heart keeps weeping
Sometimes its hard to carry on
I sit some days and wonder
and the nights they get so long.
Lots of people just don't know
what it was like to lose you that day
They go on about their busy lifes
but in my mind, the events will forever stay.
I hear, "just let it go", "continue on",
"its all in the past you know",
but I wonder if they would feel that way
if that night of your birth I could show.
They could see me with your mommy
holding her hands and helping her through the pain
They would see the worst hurt in your daddys eyes
as they both gave you your name.
They could all see how we held you tight
not wanting to say goodbye
I wanted to hold you forever
little ones, should never die..
If they had to experience the pain we felt
as we buried our grandson that day
Maybe they would understand a grandchild's death
is not something you just pack away.
There's days when I smile and laugh
there's days when I seem okay
But deep inside my heart is crying
and your memory will always stay.
So its been 3 years since we lost our Lane
to me it seems like days
But to have him always remembered by everyone
is what I truly pray.....
Love you always little Lane....